Tuesday, July 27, 2010

it never ends

jason went to the place he worked seasonally last year.
turns out they weren't hiring next month, they're hiring in september.
so we're once again fucked financially.
mom just sent me $50 so i can get cat food/litter and bus fare.
dad is buying me carton of native cigarettes at the end of the month.

been hanging out with this awesome chick, her name is manon.
she's like my height, my stats, wants to lose weight.
an irl buddy is always cool. though i don't think she has an ed.
just wants motivation and i'm great at that!

going to see my job coordinator tomorrow.
maybe he can find me work until jason gets that seasonal job.
my knee still aches day and night, though.

i wish for a single moment's peace..

3 comments:

  1. Hope things work out for you soon! I'm in the land of fecked finance as well. It sucks. Would be nice if my mum bought me ciggies!
    xXx

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  2. Sorry to be a comment wh*re, but I thought of this earlier today and thought it might help with your arthritis pain. I bought a bunch of these heating pad things - you stick them in the microwave and then you can wrap them around your shoulders, or I have one with velcro that you can wrap anywhere (I was using it on my knees when I injured myself). This site sells them: http://www.massagesantarosa.com/product.htm

    but I got mine in the mall. They sell them at the kiosk things in all the malls near me.

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  3. Thanks for the tip! I've been using an old heating blanket but something with velcro would be amazing!

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