i'm trapped and i'm fat
fat and trapped
every single inch of me
weighed down with this and that
its hopeless i'm helpless
but i know i'm not
i just want to breathe
i remember what it was like to be perfect
skinny, lusted after, a prize to be won
now? now i'm nothing
i can't concentrate
dizzy i'm dizzy and everything spins
blackouts whiteouts who the fuck cares
i'm dying and it sucks
where did you go little girl?
oh little one who was abused by every creature you met
you're ruined and broken
i'm sorry i couldn't save you
i'm sorry you turned into this monster
god if i could just go back
just for a few minutes
but now i'm falling, falling
an endless abyss of self loathing
choked by my own fear
i want out.
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